My head hurts tonight. It's been hurting on and off for a few days, but tonight it's just kind of nudging itself into my awareness. It's like someone is thrusting a nail in the back of my skull on the left side near the base-and it's thrusting upward toward my left eyebrow--and somewhere in the middle it's getting numb, just hurting on each end of that nail. Tonight it started like one big jab, and then it just starts coming and going--and kind of leaning a bit toward the right temple once in a while, but mostly just that upward thrusting.

It was back to work today, and that may be some of the issue. On Friday I kind of pushed back some and let management that they needed to do something about my position and it's place in the newly-merged company. Today, it seemed that it is just mushrooming and the uncertainty is reaching more people. I finally just sent an email upwards toward upper management--and had two managers stop to advise me they are glad I wrote the email since they, too, were getting concerned about the situation. But as I await a response, I have to deal with these customers that have no idea of the situation--and I am not going to be the one to tell them that there is no plan for servicing these specific customers as we go forward. We'll see how it goes....

And then I didn't get my paycheck from my second job. I'm not sure why and won't know until tomorrow, but I think a manager didn't get my paperwork in time, so it all gets delayed a week. This lady is known for being late with everything, and I'm only just beginning to figure it out. I like to be patient, but my paycheck is not something I can afford to be patient about. I'll make some phone calls tomorrow and find out what exactly happened.

Tomorrow will be a better day.